1. i won't invite negative thoughts anymore. no negative vibes will ruin me this year. **swear!**
2. i will forget all the bad memories. **i hope to make it**
3. no more cigarettes and beer sessions! i aim for healthy and clean living life. :P
4. goodbye poor attitude and reckless acts.
5. i will soon start to save money for my child. **sigh**
Friday, January 1, 2010
Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010
2009 was a bit rough to me. so many downs and rejections, though ive a lot of memories to smile and laugh about....
here's a quick recap of my 2009:
JANUARY
i was a rich girl during this month. my company handed me the 4k usd prize from the raffle of our company christmas party. woot woot! but as easy as 1-2-3, that money was gone due to the fact that i paid some of my credit cards.
FEBRUARY
my birthday! my conception! and a roller coaster ride in my work! indeed an up and down. i celebrated my birthday with all my closest friends not knowing that it was the last celebration with them. when i found out that i was pregnant, i knew it was the end of my days. it's not that i am not happy being pregnant but its just that i had to make sacrifices and priorities, including my position at work, not to mention that my manager gives me headache everyday pushed me to go through a decision....
MARCH
chocolates, chocolates and lots of chocolates!!! that's one i craved and also carbonara, guava and pickled raddish. hmmmm yummy!
APRIL
i heard the first heartbeat of my baby through an ultrasound!!! despite of the morning sickness, i had to work in full time shift and my shitty manager gave me real hard time staying in office for 10 hours, i seriously wanted to resign that time. i dont want to remember how ridiculous my ex manager was but she's a psycho!
MAY
morning sickness finally left me.
JUNE
i came to know the gender of my baby! its a boy! woot! woot! i had my baby shower and i received an incredibly unexpected gifts from my friends and officemates. lucky that i didnt have to buy stuff for my baby anymore :)
JULY
left my office and flew home! home sweet home!:) the excitement covered the sadness of leaving the country i built a life for years. i was so happy to see my family again after 3 years!
AUGUST
it felt like am just having a long vacation. endless chats with my mom everyday while waiting for the arrival of my little one.
SEPTEMBER
i was just stucked at home because of neverending storms. we've been flooded and electricity was on and off. it was one of the most disgusting time of my life. i hate floods!
OCTOBER
the long wait was finally over, it was the hardest time of my life when i had to go an emergency caesarian delivery because of too little amniotic fluid and for the love of God, everything went well, the baby's fine and so am i. i will never forget that i had to argue with the doctor because as much as possible i dont want a stitch on my tummy and she was so mad at me, who wont be?
NOVEMBER
enjoying motherhood. twas pretty hard but everything's worthy!
DECEMBER
i celebrated holidays with my family, finally after 5 years away from them. it wasnt that glamorous and extravagant compared last year but 2009 was the best. 1st christmas and NYE with my son and held my son's christening on the same day with my patron saint's feast. truly one of the best days of my life.
here's a quick recap of my 2009:
JANUARY
i was a rich girl during this month. my company handed me the 4k usd prize from the raffle of our company christmas party. woot woot! but as easy as 1-2-3, that money was gone due to the fact that i paid some of my credit cards.
FEBRUARY
my birthday! my conception! and a roller coaster ride in my work! indeed an up and down. i celebrated my birthday with all my closest friends not knowing that it was the last celebration with them. when i found out that i was pregnant, i knew it was the end of my days. it's not that i am not happy being pregnant but its just that i had to make sacrifices and priorities, including my position at work, not to mention that my manager gives me headache everyday pushed me to go through a decision....
MARCH
chocolates, chocolates and lots of chocolates!!! that's one i craved and also carbonara, guava and pickled raddish. hmmmm yummy!
APRIL
i heard the first heartbeat of my baby through an ultrasound!!! despite of the morning sickness, i had to work in full time shift and my shitty manager gave me real hard time staying in office for 10 hours, i seriously wanted to resign that time. i dont want to remember how ridiculous my ex manager was but she's a psycho!
MAY
morning sickness finally left me.
JUNE
i came to know the gender of my baby! its a boy! woot! woot! i had my baby shower and i received an incredibly unexpected gifts from my friends and officemates. lucky that i didnt have to buy stuff for my baby anymore :)
JULY
left my office and flew home! home sweet home!:) the excitement covered the sadness of leaving the country i built a life for years. i was so happy to see my family again after 3 years!
AUGUST
it felt like am just having a long vacation. endless chats with my mom everyday while waiting for the arrival of my little one.
SEPTEMBER
i was just stucked at home because of neverending storms. we've been flooded and electricity was on and off. it was one of the most disgusting time of my life. i hate floods!
OCTOBER
the long wait was finally over, it was the hardest time of my life when i had to go an emergency caesarian delivery because of too little amniotic fluid and for the love of God, everything went well, the baby's fine and so am i. i will never forget that i had to argue with the doctor because as much as possible i dont want a stitch on my tummy and she was so mad at me, who wont be?
NOVEMBER
enjoying motherhood. twas pretty hard but everything's worthy!
DECEMBER
i celebrated holidays with my family, finally after 5 years away from them. it wasnt that glamorous and extravagant compared last year but 2009 was the best. 1st christmas and NYE with my son and held my son's christening on the same day with my patron saint's feast. truly one of the best days of my life.
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